Why does it take some of us making the same mistakes over and over again before we can admit we have a problem and reach out for help? Why must it be so hard to ask for help? The fear keeps us from doing seemingly simple things to most normal people. Our past haunts us whether we are aware of it or not. Every trial and tribulation that has brought us to become who we now are. Once we can bring ourselves to accept what we need and want to feel whole we can then begin the process of change and withstand a much greater potential of being successful. This is my admission and this is the beginning of my journey.